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Friday, November 17th, 2006
7:14 am	eh ok i should probably update lol. ummm im about a monthan a half through my non driving phase of lost license till january. i bought ff12 collectors edition and its the frickin bomb so far i like it as much as ff tactics and that says alot in my opinion. i bought a nintendo ds on wednesday to play the ff3 i bought on the monday b4 lol well i paid for it monday but i didnt get it till wednesday and it is a phenominal game so far. ummmm i havent gone out in a long time so when i got to go out to celebrate a birthday with some friends i ended up drinking way too much. was not a good night. oh and for those that have played ff12 i had all 6 characters quickenings after 17hours of play time lol. works going pretty good for me. the only problems i find myself in right now are im still single...still have a hard time with women...i dont think they will ever think that i am not kidding or just the cute friend. or why is it that i become a brotherly figure...how the fuck does that happen. im nervous that i might have diabetes....the other day i hadnt eaten since supper the previous night and well i thru that up with the alcohol and by about 5pm yestuday i was shaking so bad that the glass i was drinking out of was pitching alot. i know i should go because it runs on both sides of the family and well my brother has it and im scared if i go to the docs they might find i have it too. p.s. i think that all of my problems could be solved if i just get laid ^_- j/k that would probably make more for me. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: enter you theme song here (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
7:24 pm	You scored as RJ45. You are RJ45... You are always coming up with new ideas and your work defines who you are. Sure, you may like cheesy things such as the band Journey or the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, but people love you because you are who you are. RJ45 100% farranheit911 88% Brynna 81% omie 63% The Pick 56% 5iN 56% Niq* 50% SpicyMan 50% Nikon 44% BrotherBenton 38% SpyChick8 25% FlareHolyMeteo 13% EmmyLouAngel 6% (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 24th, 2006
5:48 am	feeling tired well in less then 1 day i turn 23. it doesnt sound bad but when i think or look back on what ive done with my life up to this point im sad, i never got the when i was in school to ask any girl out and the few times that i did i was turned down...who knows maybe i was asking the wrong girls. maybe there was girls that like me that i knew and liked also but never thought of them that way cuz we were good friends. maybe i looked them by never knowing that i might find a moment of happiness in my chaotic world of life. lets look back at what ive done since high school ive had 4 jobs all deal with either retail or food!! i got my AA in general studies but got a C average for my years at college and thats at a community college. ive only dropped one class in that time but ive had 4 or 5 Ds. what is wrong with this you ask...ive never tried!!! not once in my life have i felt the drive to achieve something greater for myself... i live in malcontent and yet i dont do anything to improve upon it. i could write if i wanted to.. i know i could. i could be a writer or if i really applied myself i could probably get a degree in teaching history, science or biology, i love all of these fields yet i have a problem in the way that i communicate with others what i know. i stumble along my words like a man being told to dance by a black hatted cowboy(they were bad guys in old cowboy movies). ive thought about posting a short story that i wrote for college but im afraid at what people will say towards it. i say this for the fact that ive thought about turning it into a novel. ive even thought about getting into politics. i think i could be president if i tried ^_- i could only be better then bush lol. hell im smarter then that cow turd lol. i am losing my drive and i dont know if this is do to depression... or if it is do to a thought that i need something wonderful in my life. or in other words if i had a wonderful woman that i could spend my days with. i think i am looking too hard at this wish hoping that i will meet her someday but eh i havent yet and not sure if i ever will. i am losing myself to a self deprived dream of unreality that i can no longer hold onto. as i was once told i am mister emotionless. i dont show my emotions to people in order so that they will not know how to hurt me. i do this in order....i do this to my own knowledge so that i can save myself the heart ache even tho it only causes me new and even deeper pains than i should have to deal with. as i said in a comment post to emmy i feel empty and i dont know how to fill it or what to fill it with. i cant wish it to be full. i cant hope it to fill itself. i dont even know what ive ultimately done to do this to myself. i sometimes want to lash out and hurt those for no reason or at time in retaliation to something that hurts me. but for those of you who know me all i have to do is ask you when i have ever done that. there are not that many times in my life that you will find it. that is unless you are my family lol. i dont know why but i feel more comfortable to beable to lash out at them then at anyone else. i think this is do to the fact that i feel they have more right to belittle me more than anyone else so i take there slights that much more seriously then other people. so....another long rant by me jon(silver wings) or koral neshtu and for those that i have not told what that means ill tell you now. koral neshtu....child of the broken skies. all of these names fit me and are me. well i think im going to bed now i need to be up later today around noon or 1 for a wedding and then i need to start preparing for my bday. and then with my bday money i need to figure out where i am going to get my next tattoo. and i dont mean where on my body i mean at what tattoo artist abode will i be geting it. Current Mood: confused Current Music: right in two by tool (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
3:38 pm	whoo hope you guys dont get bored reading this lol well i figure ive waited long enough to say something. first of all justin if you read this your starting to piss me off ok. i know you had to move back to illinois cuz you couldnt stomach a month living with my parents so you could man up and pay me off. yes i know that will probably hurt but hell im a lil angry right now and ive been nice for too long. if you cant sell the car justin id like you to at least start sending me some money every month so maybe you could start paying me off that way when i come down there its not fucking weird!!! i dont want that at all. i know that you got a place to live at with opper but i kinda wished you had waited just a month or 2 so you coulda had me paid off and then hell you wouldnt owe me a damn thing. and before anybody decides to sit there and stick up for justin he owes me $1,100 so whoever wants to say something in his defense better beable to back it up. and listen man i love you like a brother and im gona treat you like one i just dont want to have to be like stewie lol.. just kidding wont do that. i just dont want you to think that im a dick ok im just a lil fet up i realised that i dont even know what career i want to get into and i sure as hell dont want to move boxes out of trucks for the rest of my god damn life. it pays good right now but i sure as hell dont want to do it forever. also i miss everyone down and i do mean everyone. i sometimes wonder that if i hadnt moved would i be different, would things be different for me. would i have actually fallen for someone down there would i be single lol i dont know. would i just be.....i dont really wana think about it. i hate losing friends as much as i hate losing family members in my life and i feel like im slowly destroying friendships by not coming down as much as i want. i mean is it my fault.... i wish people would come up here to visit me...that would mean the world if some of you guys would. i know sam, meagan, tad, and brad visited but im not gona kid myself i hardly saw any of them. i mean to be honest they came down because justin lived up here not because i lived up here. so is it really all my fault or does the fault get spread to all of my friends. all i really want in this life is to be happy and so far im not....sure im happy at moments but that never lasts for a long time. im happy most when im around, or chatting via the net with certain people i dont know why but i am. i got a friend who lives in russia and shes fun to talk with i feel great when talking to her or rod hes a hoot lol. i like being around emily yes you emmy cuz you are a joy to be around and when your sad i do honestly feel sad. eric youve always been a good friend and will remain so for a long time i hope ^_^ but man you still need to work on those moods you go through lol ^_- and justin you still are my best friend man....you just gota work through alota stuff still but youll be a better person when you finally work it all out. richie man im sorry i dont get to see you alot, i wish i could see you more often than i have been. hopefully sometime soon we can hang out alright. meagan your a good friend when ive gotten to see you and i havent been able to see you alot. heather im sorry i never got to see you before you left i feel terrible about that and the 4 years i never got the chance to come and visit you. well i think im done ranting and talking i know this is one hell of a paper for you guys to read but if you did read it all the way through you can have my congrats on sticking through this awfull mess that is my mind. on a last note ive often wondered if have manic depresion or if its just the fact that i feel hollow on the inside im not sure if there the same thing or not lol. Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: pull harder on the strings of your martyr by trivium (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
6:34 am	well shit well i thought i would update since i havent for awhile. well for starters i just got home from work and its now 6:34 am!! its been a long weekend. but im hoping to come down to illinois this week to visit even if it is only for 3 or 4 days. i miss alot of people so much and alot of the time i feel like ive missed out by not being down there. ooo umm last time i was down there i got a chance to finally talk to leigh....she was a lil figity but we talked and got things out in the open. i hope she can finally forgive me for whatever it was i did....still not quite sure on what that is but oh well. that was 4 years ago. and ive changed alot hell i have grown a beard!! again!! so when i come down to visit yall will beable to see me witha beard!! lol. dont know what else to add....ummmya well im listening to bob and tom now and then im gona go take a shower cuz i need one lol then some sleep an oil change then hopefully be in town later that night and staying at rods/eric lol. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: every thing is alright (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
6:30 am	hmmm im very serious about wanting peoples opinion as it will help me decide what i want to do. so basically im going to be patient and give my post 10 days from now for people to comment and maybe give me there opinion on it. but if no one replies well i guess that also helps my deciding factor also doesnt it. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
3:22 pm	eh i still feel the same way i just wanted to change the music how i feel to The Madness by rasmus. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: The madness (Comment on this)
6:49 am	feeling very lost right now well im back in iowa have been since friday which i got a 135 dollar speeding ticket on the way back not 20 mins away from my house!! but i digress thats not the reason i got on here to talk. i got on here because i dont know what to do right now... i feel like moving back down to illinois to be around my close friends and my sis and her kids. but if im moving down just to be around my close friends how close are they really if they never really make an attempt to talk to me when im gone. i feel all excited sometimes when i get down there cuz people kinda freak out and seem very happy to see me. now i know everyone has lives of there own its just frustrating to try and start a conversation on aim or yahoo or whatever and try to talk about stuff but then there never seems to be any real conversations its always hi or hey then how ya doing and then a question here or there spaced out over 30-45 mins b4 i give up and just sign off. i will say this rod is always fun to talk to because he will actually talk to me lol. and erics coming down in august so im excited about that. i just have to tell him to come down during the week days lol. cuz then ill have those days off. some times i feel like people dont realize how much i am trying to stay in touch by coming down to see everyone as often as i have in the last 4 years. i prize friendship 2nd only to family. there are some down there that i would like to see more of and others that i would like to say so much and yet i never have the chance in my opinion. but then again maybe i just dont have balls. i did like that sam, brad and meagan came down to visit. even if the deciding factor to come down was that justin and i lived together. and yes i do realize that they probably would not have come down to visit if it hadnt been for him living down there. i may be ranting right now but right now i really dont give a fuck what i say or what idea people get by reading this for those few that do read it anyways which doesnt seem to be many. eh ive kinda gotten used to not really have anything hold me down in either illinois or in iowa sometimes faking my own death sounds kinda fun lol which by the way i read how to do!! lol. but hey i did have lots of fun when i was down. i got drunk alot. never got wasted but did get drunk or even typsy alot while down there. i gues ive spaned alot of stuff in this rant or rave or speech. i would like to know how the people who read this would feel if i did move down. so ya in this one i want answers i need reasons why it will be an awesome idea for me to move down there. i just want the truth from people which for some reason is very hard to get. Current Mood: numb Current Music: tool right in two (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 9th, 2006
6:53 am	hello everybody well still here and kicking. umm still got my job after my first 90 days woot!! im thinking about putting some jazzy topics up to try and get some comments lol. j/k. ill be down in town to see everyone from the 20th or 21-the 30th of this month want to see people and see my nieces for when they turn 3!! there adorable i say adorable. hope i can have kids like them some day....some day in the future mind you not anytime soon seeing as how ive never been in a relationship lol....wel i guess thats not really funny but eh. anywho i hope to see everyone down there...and oh ya god damnit sam i thought it would be cool to get a motorcycle and then show it off to everyone down there and now you gota go and get one before me shit!! you always gotta get everything before me lol. xmen3 was good but a let down in story ville on my opinion ya i loved the movie but god damnit they killed off jean and scott there not sopposed to die!!! they have 2 kids man i mean come on and those kids are freakin awesome. and whats with the disapearance of sabertooth.... what the fuck happened to him!! and wheres gambit at!!! sigh. hopefully theyll get spiderman 3 done right with the symbiote and all. o im gona have to move back home for a lil while and yes justins moving in with my parents too so he can pay them off what he owes them and most of what he owes me. which is good i think because i dont want to visit and have a... justin u owe me money do you think you could give me some.... i dont want that. hmmmm dont have much else to say cuz theres nothing ever realy exciting about my life...no gf, dont have any great sex stories to tell yall..lol like id tell you guys lol. my lifes pretty dull right now. and no i dont think that ill move back to illinois at least not for awhile not till i get my head straight and actually get some balls to start dating girls. and no you guys down there would not help me youd just take the girls for yourself lol. hel i met a girl down here that in the time i knew her she became bi and got more girls then i ever will lol. well im out of stuff to talk about so ill leave you with what rod has on his post. There's at least 1 person on your LiveJournal that wants to date you or sleep with you. So let's play FRIENDS with BENEFITS. The rules are simple. If you want to date the person who posts this, post a comment saying "I'm yours." If you just want to sleep with the person and stay friends, post a comment that says "I'd hit it." Scared? You only live once. The twist is you have to repost this. See who replies. All responses will be screened. Current Mood: blah Current Music: pull harder on the strings of your martyr (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
1:14 pm	been thinking if something bad or awfull happens to me or my friends and i know about it and you want to learn more please dont leave a message on lj id rather you call me instead. i dont really check lj all that much and well it doesnt look like you care all that much if you just leave a message on here in my opinion. richie i know you dont have my # so here it is man 319-269-4242. if you ever have any questions like that or you know someone got hurt give me a call. aight thats my shpeel. im out. oh ya on a nother note im putting in 20 extra hours of work this week and next week at my job so it comes out to be 16 hours of overtime each week! thats $830 for the week instead of 464!! booya. and on memorial day i get holiday pay!! thats doubletime and a half!! ill be making $34 an hour fuck ya. thats $407 for just the day lol money i love money!! for that week alone i think ill be making $1100 man i love this job. (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 20th, 2006
1:07 am	hi everyone im still alive....if you cared lol j/k no i know i have not posted in a long time i just dont know what to post anymore. i mean my life right now just doesnt have a lot going on i mean i either play WoW, sleep, eat, watch tv, or work, oooooo i did just join a dnd game im a gun mage isnt that sweet i think it is. i would like ot come down but moneys kinda tight right now. i gots to wait till randy comes down that ill beable to go back down to sunnyland and visit. so ya quick up date on my life ummmm work, still single, still a virgin.... :( and ummmm yea i think that about sums it up right there. miss all of you that live in peoria, sunnyland, washington, farmington, even some people in galesburg that i dont get to see ever, and theres more lol im always free to take calls so if you dont have my number just ask around lots of people have it. so call!! lol im out later. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: geek by mc chris (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 7th, 2006
10:58 am	home in iowa well i made it home alright for all those that were worried....lol right. but i am extremely tired and am going to go to bed now. errr i have slept a lil bit since i got home on saturday but not much. so ill leave you with this thought from atired mind. if you were doo-dad what would you be? Current Mood: tired Current Music: blah (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
6:56 am	well i feel tired right now i dont know if thats cuz on wednesday morning i drove from iowa to illi at 630 am and didnt sleep at all that night...but then i woke up the previous day at6pm. i got 3-4 hours of sleep wednesday before i woke up and. oh i called friends before i went to bed to let them know i am in town. emmy most of all i would like to get the chance to see you i know you are busy but i might be good to just forget everything if only for a lil while and talk shit about whatever not pertaining to what needs to get done ^_^. i got to see my lil adorable twin nieces god there cute lol my niece Luna now wears a blanket as a cape and is acting like a super hero but looks more like a homeless woman tho lol for the fact that she carries like 3 bags with her lol. it was even awesome that when i showed up they showed there excitement by saying repeatedly with smiles "theres uncle jon" over and over and when my sis came home they said over and over again "look mommy its uncle jon" ^_^ and there 3 years old!! and i hardly get to see them im so glad that they remember me now^_^.sometimes seeing them makes me wonder about if i will ever have kids in the future. well i need to try and get some sleep i think. its going on 7am and i want to be up by noon. so i might post again we will have to see lol. oh and im not sorry for not posting in a while or for the lack of information in them. oh and for those that think im always negative not so on this day or the last i get to see my sis, nieces and friends. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: eh (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
3:54 am	hey for those that do not know this is Jon Mccarty i recent started this live journal mostly in order to stay in touch or to get back in touch...at least i hope to get back in touch with some people. well hope to see or hear from you all in time ^_^ Current Mood: chipper Current Music: anything (Comment on this)
3:47 am	super hero mania Your results: You are HulkHulk -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 90% Spider-Man -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 85% Superman -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 75% The Flash -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 75% Green Lantern -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 70% Robin -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 63% Catwoman -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 60% Iron Man -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 60% Supergirl -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 53% Batman -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 40% Wonder Woman -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 33% You are a wanderer with amazing strength. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
7:41 am	well this is how i feel i suppose about alot of things so heres a song that says how i feel THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS from A-Z lyrics "Animal I Have Become" I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this animal (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal) So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal I have become) Current Mood: tired Current Music: anything (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
9:07 am	jiberish well ive been up since 4pm monday and worked a 12 hour shift from 6pm-6am and lifted alot of frickin boxes of all sizes not really all shapes but alot a diff. sizes. i bought some movies monday morning bought the cable guy, fun with dick and jane and The greatest game ever played. i watched fun with dick and jane and the greatest game ever played and they both were awesome movies. oh yea i got $800 well had that i spent about 80-100 already lol maybe not that much but it seems like it. no waite i got almost 900 lol got my federal back the other day and got over 550 back booya!! didnt get my state back yet tho altho i think its under 200 but oh well. i always get depressed when i come back to iowa from illinois. so ive been a lil down but then thats nothing new really. ive tried starting conversations with friends but i seem to be just missing them alot. :( im contemplating watching The Corruptor i really think its a good movie. on a side note im listening to music by the band The Music lol i think thats funny. i really like them altho there probably not everyones cup of tea or whatever kind of drink you want. i think i should meditate b4 i go to bed or b4 i watch the movie if i do watch it. i havent meditated in a long time or done any chi pratice in a long time. altho i still remember everything i learned. ive felt the need to practice and meditate alot lately but i just dont feel into it. i think i just have not felt the pull to it or at least a strong reason too do it. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- 2 Hookers and an 8ball (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 15th, 2006
4:23 pm	fucked up again i made a bad joke last night and now i think i pissed off a friend. went to her last night at her job and she completly ignored me. i apologized 5 times and told her i felt like crap but she never said one word and didnt even look at me. makes me think about giving up on some aspects in my life lol but then hey if i do that what would i be left with...maybe you could tell me what i would be left with. everybody i know is going through some kind of shit. but it seems like ive been going through this forever and i dont just mean in this life time. yes i do believe in past lives. ive talked to friends on this subject and one of the only things that i could come up with that feeling is that i did something terrible in a past life. do i know if thats true...no i dont. am i making an excuse for my problems thats possible. i dont think on that alot. i try not to think on this stuff at all really but my thoughts just come back to it all the time. sure i dont think about this stuff when im talking with girls. but then im just trying not to keep any breaks ina conv for long even if that means saying something really stupid. but then again i have come to realize that i truly hate the words cute, adorable and awwww i just absolutely hate those words, maybe thats because they are mostly said to me when im trying to hit on a girl or said to describe myself from other girls. girls im gona tell you this right now men do not like to hear those words we dont want to hear your cute or something like that unless we are already seeing you in a relationship. its like a punch to the face that says nope not a chance. its like well your cute but your not hot enough for me so sorry. i get that too much and im tired of hearing those words. oh and to all the assholes in my life you can all go fuck yourselves with a red wood im sure youd all like that. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: push it by static x (Comment on this)
Monday, April 10th, 2006
7:51 am	well im watching the dogs right now at my parents got one more day of work then the weekends all mine muahahahaha and for all you that dont know my weekend is tuesday to saturday morning thats right 4 days off and work 3 days biatches. coming down to illinois to drop some stuff off see some friends possibly my adorable lil twin nieces and to pick up some books that i have left in illinois for 4 years now lol. and justin its cool i understand i just have one thing to say it is hard to be alone i know this but it isnt hard to be alone if you make no attempt to get out...ill leave it at that for right now. i do have to say im a lil tired from work right now as its almost 8 am and i have to be back to work by 6pm but hey what eva. for all of the people who dont know im on live journal yet (richie, randi, rod and justin need to start tellin people i am lol) man my hands are sore...and no its not from that lol just from lifting pallets and boxes all night. which brings me to a funny thing to say that i just remembered when i worked as a delivery driver at jimmy johns i turned to my friend at work as i was putting subs and drinks ina box to carry them all i turned to him and said "turnis why is it that the only time i fill a "box" is when im at work" he couldnt even say anything he just laughed which i was laughing too lol it was damn funny and yet damn sad at the same time. well i cant really think of any good songs right now to say hey heres some music but i can recomend one bad song of the moment and the song is "Big Truck" by coal chamber it has to be one of the worst songs ever written lol next to all of kisses songs that is lol. one thing about beeing so tired is that you forget to think untill you start to think about not thinking lol. hope i get to see alot of people when im down there but i do realise that im coming down during the week with not alot of notice so ill be cool with who i get to see ^_^. there are some people that i would like to see when i go down there but that will have to wait i think for another time. well im done with my talk now i think im gona go lay down or somin like that. Current Mood: blank Current Music: boondock saints opening theme song (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
8:34 am	more songs AEROSMITH lyrics Dream On every time that I look in the mirror all these lines on my face getting clearer the past is gone it went by like dusk to dawn isn't that the way everybody's got their dues in life to pay yeah, I know nobody knows where it comes and where it goes I know it's everybody's sin you got to lose to know how to win half my life's in books' written pages live and learn from fools and from sages you know it's true all the things come back to you sing with me, sing for the years sing for the laughter and sing for the tears sing with me, if it's just for today maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away dream on, dream on, dream on, dream yourself a dream come true dream on, dream on, dream on, and dream until your dream comes true dream on Same Old Song And Dance get yourself cooler, lay yourself low coincidental murder, with nothing to show with the judge, constipation will go to his head and his wife's aggravation, you're soon enough dead it's the same old story, same old song and dance, my friend it's the same old story, same old song and dance, my friend gotcha with the cocaine they found with your gun [alt: shady lookin' loser, you played with my gun] no smoothy face laywer to getcha undone say love ain't the same on the south side of town you could look, but you ain't gonna find it around it's the same old story, same old song and dance, my friend it's the same old story, same old story same old song and dance fate comes a-knockin', doors start lockin' your old time connection, change your direction ain't gonna change it, can't rearrange it can't stand the pain when it's all the same to you, my friend when you're low down and dirty, from walkin' the street with your old hurdy-gurdy, no one to meet say love ain't the same, on the south side of town you could look, but you ain't gonna find it around (Comment on this)